Change is constant, especially for a curious woman in her 20s. I have grown accustomed to transitions whether they are jobs, relationships, or homes. I have been floating around the world like a seed in the breeze trying to plant myself wherever I go. Now, I am aware that the choices I make affect many people, and also affect the course of my life. Like the willow tree I want to be rooted in the Earth, yet adaptable and resilient when a strong wind blows.
Knowing when to steer the ship and when to take a break is like a dance. How much control can I give up without losing sight of my goals? I am finding a healthy balance between blowing in the wind vs. setting strong intentions. I am beginning to ask myself, “What do I really want?” Even in this very moment, do I want to be writing at midnight when I have to work in the morning? Yes, as a matter of fact, this is very nourishing to my creativity. So, I’ll catch up on sleep tomorrow.
Recently, a combination of the cold winds in Savoy and my desire to be closer to my community have carried me back down to the valley I know so well. I have nestled into the cozy home of the Wood family which is powered by solar panels and surrounded by forest. I am close to two really important things: the bike path and my family.
I am allowing myself to indulge in the simple pleasures of life: hearty squash stews, warm cider, and good company. I find that evenings in solitude drinking hot tea and reading a book are just as important as a night out on the town. The cool weather is pulling me inside where my yoga mat patiently waits to be rolled out for a sweet nurturing practice. The shorter day light hours are insisting a mid day run or walk will build inner strength and warmth for the long night ahead.
I give thanks for the ever-flowing love and abundance that comes my way. I give thanks for the energy and nutrients stored in roots and squash to nourish my body this winter. I give thanks for the endless opportunities to explore all sides of being human with you all. I give thanks to all the spirits I have encountered on the land who have guided me to open my heart to new ways of being.
You are an inspiration! xo
As are you! Aren’t we lucky?
Hannah. Thank you so much for including me in your mailings. I have read and saved many of them and treasure them. Happy Thanksgiving. Diane Gahres.
Thank you, Diane, for reading and enjoying. Happy Thanksgiving!